One more month - one more month until this dragging, horrible last quarter, semester, and year are over. So incredibly ready to enjoy the summer nights and a senior year free of old burdens. The dramatic change & loss in friendships has brought such a dismal weight upon this year. Overall, I’m just ready to rid myself of this attitude and enjoy an amazing year filled with positive relations and atmospheres. Just keep telling myself everything happens for a reason, right? Just one more month!
It honestly is one of the worst feelings walking by those who used to be your best friends and not having the relationship or courage to even pass a hello or smile. In the summer, we'd all promise eachother that this was the year where all of us would come together and share our last year together - not tear apart and separate. I have this situation with numerous friends of mine and though it constantly brings me down, surrounding myself with positive friends who temporarily fill the void are much appreciated but still not the same.
